OMFG

Im so sorry it's been so long. Just before my bday Jan.20 Jay finally returned my ipod he lost every since before October, thanks to the help of my big brother Mo. Since then life has been like sex on X. And he had he nerve to call me on my 21st to say happy bady, im soo fab! i relplied...why thank you......and then I banged it on him!

My new boyfriend is so dreamy. I call him "Biggie." Biggie is what every woman wants. He's handsome, young, sarcastic, imperfect, smart, and he's so funny I feel like pissing sometimes. Biggie is far from perfect trust me. But he is always willing to learn and take a risk. Risky business, oh yea baby. Me and Biggie met through mutual friends, so a lot of our friends are all friends which is pretty cool.

Biggie turns every gene on in my body like the lighting of the Rocafeller Center Christmas tree. He's Russian, and French Catholic, very different from myself (Black, Indian, n Irish), but I just say Black. When he stares at me with his bright blues I feel soooo freakin high. I know how bad he wants me, and that makes me want him even more. Ohhh Biggie, you don't know what you do to me. lol

Where is my life right now???????????????????????????????

I just got a second job hosting at this soul food restaurant across the street from my home, how convenient! Im trying to pay off my debt, and go back to school, but the struggle to success is not easy. Its so freakin crazy how you have to pay thousands of dollars to be successful, by the time you get out of school, you are already in debt, just for trying to be something other than average.

I decided to go to a community college, and freelance on my own time. My boutiques aren't going to buy themselves right? Ive also decided to be serious about music even though my passion is to design and create clothing. Ive been performing for chidren at my dads school, and I go to the studio with my cousin sometimes. It feels good to sing, kind of a relief, it reminds me of the feeling I get after I complete a sketch.

Wait a minute! Can you believe my "best friend" from 9th grade who was like my sister keeps playing me? I mean if you don't want to hang out with glam, you should just say so. Ew! She stood me up for my bday, things like this have been going on the past year and im done. You know once she got a lil bit of confidence she thought she was The Devil Wearing Prada. No honey not tru. . .more like The Devil Wearing Sketchers, relax that ass!

Biggie is so siked about V-Day....he mentioned it before me...wow. Idk what I want to do yet.

Until next time.....smooches